THE QUESTIONS IN THE QUEST OF ME TO FIND US? (QUESTION 1 CONT'D)

I LOVE CHOCOLATE IT'S MY FAVORITE TREAT AND USED TO GORGE MYSLEF ONCE A MONTH KNOWING THAT IT WOULD CAUSE ACENE TO SPRING FOURTH ON MY FACE (LIKE WILD ONIONS IN A COUNTRY FEILD!) I'M TALKING RECENTLY NOT JUST MY TEENAGE YEARS!

WHY DO WE ALWAYS GO FOR THINGS WE KNOW AREN'T GOOD FOR US?

I FOUND MYSELF SITTING ALL ALONE ONEDAY IN A McDONALDS HAVING A DOUBLE CHESSE BURGER

(A.K.A. 99 CENT HEART ATTACK) AND A COKE. THEN I REALIZED I WAS OK EATING ALONE! I BECAME OVERWHELMED WITH JOY, THAT I WAS OK WITH NOT BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP. I ALMOST CRIED, BUT BEING THE TUFF GUY THAT I AM, YES T.U.F.F. (SHOWS THE ULTRA MACHO STATE OF THE WORD) NOT TOUGH (THE WIMPY VERSION). I COULDN'T AFFORD TO CRY IN PUBLIC SO I LAUGHED FOR ABOUT 10 MINUTES. IT WAS AN EPIPHANY MOMENT I WILL TAKE TO MY GRAVE WITH ME! I HAD FOUND ME, I NO LONGER HAD THE NEED TO BE DEFINED AS Mr. B THE MARRIED GUY THAT PART OF MY LIFE WAS OVER, IT DIED THAT DAY! LET'S FLASH FORWARD ABOUT 2 OR 3 MONTHS INTO THE FUTURE. BACK TO THE ORIGINAL QUESTION?

{QUESTION #1}

CAN I BE IN AN UNCONDITIONAL RELATIONSHIP (STANDARDS NOT CONDITIONS), AND WHAT KIND OF WOMAN DID I WANT?

I KNOW SOME OF YOU ARE WHERE I WAS THEN RIGHT NOW, SO I'M GONNA GIVE YOU THE RUNDOWN

LETS LAUGH AS WE LEARN!

NATURALLY I HAD MY VERSION, ONE LIKE MISS _____________ (INSERT NAME OF PERSON YOU KNOW HERE) THE LADY FROM CHURCH. YOU KNOW THE ONE! SHE SINGS IN THE CHOIR, LOVES MINISTRY, HELPS DELIVER FOOD TO THE SICK, AND SHUTIN, (MEMBERS WHO ARE BEDRIDDEN FOR THOSE WHO CAN'T RELATE) SHE LOVES GOD, YOU CAN TELL BECAUSE YOU HEARD HER PRAYER WHEN YOU SAT ON THE SAME PEW. WATCHED HER WORSHIP WHEN YOU SHOULD HAVE HAD YOUR EYES CLOSED WORSHIPING LOL, I KNOW I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE!

(COULD BE ONE OF YOUR CO-WORKERS)

THERE IS ONE THING THAT YOU DIDN'T KNOW? SHE MURDERED HER FIRST HUSBAND, AND THE SECOND HUSBAND HAS BEEN MISSING FOR 3 YRS! LOL THESE ARE JOKES! JUST REMEMBER WE ALL HAVE ISSUES NO MATTER HOW WELL THE PACKAGE THAT GOD PLACES BEFORE YOU LOOKS! CAN YOU DEAL WITH THE ISSUES OR DO YOU WANT SOMETHING WITH A LITTLE LESS STRESS? I LOVE A GOOD CHALLENGE BUT SOME I LEFT FOR THE HERO/TUFF GUYS.

SO I HIT THE DATING SCENE AGAIN AND I FOUND A LADY I LIKED ALOT (NOT LIKE THAT, LETS KEEP IT G-RATED) WHAT? GUYS CAN'T LIKE A WOMAN AND NOT WANT TO DO THE DO? BELIEVE ME I WAS IN NO SHAPE TO THINK ABOUT GETTING THAT DEEP INTO A RELATIONSHIP. I ALWAYS HAD A 3 MILE HIGH, SIX MILE WIDE BRICK WALL WITH ME, BECAUSE I WAS DETERMINED THAT I WASN'T GONNA LET A WOMAN GET CLOSE ENOUGH TO HURT ME!

BUT ALL ALONG I WAS PRAYING FOR SOME THINGS IN RELATION TO QUESTION #1:

LORD PLZ PLZ PLZ, DON'T LET HER BE LIKE MY EX! (LOL)

LET HER BE A LADY WHO LOVES GOD LIKE I DO,

AND PATIENCE TO GET READY TO MEET HER AND.......

THAT LEADS US TO...

{QUESTION #2}

AM I READY TO COMMIT AGAIN TO THE REAL LIFE, WHERE THE RUBBER MEETS THE ROAD PARTS OF A RELATIONSHIP?

I PRAY THIS HELPS SOMEONE!

“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending."

CORNELIUS B.

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Comment by K Jones on March 6, 2010 at 9:13am: You have to ask yourself if you want a relationship. If so, what kind? I know people close to me who never want to get married. I don't see why, but to each his own. If you want to be with someone, create a list of what you want in a mate. Date different to get an idea what you can deal with and not handle. Anyone can commit, you have to want to commit and let take time to let things build.